Help and peace and joy are here. Your courage will be rewarded.
Painful as this time is you will one day see the reason of it, and see too that it was not cruel testing, but tender preparation for the wonderful life-work you are to do.
Try realize that your own prayers are being most wonderfully answered. Answered in a way that seems painful to you, but that just now is the only way.
Success in the temporal world would not satisfy you.
Great success, in both temporal and spiritual worlds, awaits you.
I know you will see this hard to be.